I don't wanna dream about all the things that never were

Life has pretty been much of a routine. It's either school, work or trainings. School just started for about 4 weeks, and i'm looking forward to the next holiday. Because it would mean a break off from the school thou not totally because of fyp, but at least more free time in between. And what i'm looking forward to most, is WS team trip in june again. This time it's tioman instead of batam. SUN SAND SEA. And we might be trying out snokerling, tell me how much fun is this compared to studying yo!

Putting school aside, life on it's own hasn't been great. I sometimes wish i was perfect and be able to be somebody everybody like. Doing things which nobody detest, and split myself into two and be at different places at different times. So perhaps that's why sometimes it's not too good to be so socialble and make so many friends.

And you, i feel wierd with everything. We talk and we laugh about anything, things seems so pretty normal. But how i wish i'm able to read your mind, it's hard for me to keep thinking about what's going in your mind each time. And i hate the sensitive feeling, it doesn't make me feel comfortable. Why not you tell me how exactly you're feeling towards everything? Because perhaps all this is just me thinking too much.